I suppose the first experience I had of gambling was going to the
races, when I was in my early teens with my family, but this was
just clearly fun, and nothing at this time formed any addictive behaviour.
While I was working in the mines we as a group of young men
would play poker on the weekends, this again was fun and we all
yearned for this fun but it was not addictive.
I then started to work away from home and while I was not
working I started gambling in the bookmakers on the horses, this
was more of a time killer than anything, and this is when I first felt
I moved onto other jobs and started to gamble more frequently.
About 1995 I actually became aware of my need to gamble.
But this I still thought was fun and did not feel addicted to it in
anyway. I then went overseas to work and I did not have the
opportunity to gamble and did not bother for about two years but
when I went on leave, I did gamble, this again was taken as fun.
I then went to Taiwan and started to gamble over the internet
because gambling was not allowed there, but this again was only
for limited time and for relatively small amounts of money.
I then got back to the UK and I decided to make my living by
gambling this is when the gambling actually became serious, this
I know thought I will make my living this way.
I started gambling on all sports and horses and played big time even
sometimes up to 12 hours per day, I soon lost all my savings
and then I decided to move away to work on a job in the UK.
But I DID NOT leave the gambling behind me and I re-mortgaged
my house and borrowed another £72,000 pounds on the property
and another £10,000 with a personal loan.
I soon lost all this including my monthly salary.
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